My passion is reconnecting people with their essence, helping them remember who they truly are as they walk the path of Awakening. We often find that once the Awakening has begun, we feel lonely and lost, that is because all our reference points become obsolete at the speed of light. This applies to all areas of our lives: primary relationships, family, friends, work, environment... So, yes, walking this path alone can feel challenging. I am here to offer you my support and guidance while you are deconstructing yourself, letting go of old patterns, trying to get to grips with your mind fighting for its survival, feeling like you are going crazy. Remembering who you are in essence is the most precious gift life has to offer. It will bring you the sense of freedom that you have always longed for. As it is true for many things in life, the greatest challenges bring the greatest rewards.
We all want to change, and going through the motions of change requires courage and dedication. I have a naturally catalytic energy so if you want change - you've come to the right person!
I offer healing through three modalities:
* Soul Plan readings give you insight into your life purpose, your talents, challenges and goals that your Soul has chosen to realise in this lifetime. These aspects pave your way to remembering who you truly are.
* Alchemical Healing Journeys help you transcend and heal your subconscious blocks to higher levels of consciousness
* Awakening Guidance bring you intuitive guidance on your journey. We will look at the different stages of awakening; how to identify them, going through them and move to the next level.
A little bit about my story...
My spiritual journey started long before I even understood what was going on...! My Soul chose to be born in Finland and to quickly move to Paris at the age of 6 months. So, I grew up in a foreign culture, teaching me adaptability, flexibility, and understanding deeply what it is like to be an outsider. My natural sensitivity was challenged by all these circumstances that taught me to protect myself emotionally very quickly, which resulted in my having to learn how to deconstruct a lifetime of conditioning by opening my heart in my adult years. Well, the more accurate term would be cracking my heart open to let the light in again. All my layers of protection resulted in my finding many ways of numbing myself with substance and mental illnesses. My personality was very addictive by the age of 18. For the next 10 years, I dealt with and overcame an eating disorder. Along with that very self-destructive crutch, I resorted to the most socially acceptable numbing process: partying. A lot. In my mid-twenties, my self-destruction reached its pentacle and I crashed. Total burn out at the age of 27 - 10 days in bed, incapable of doing anything but crying. My Soul had had enough.
While I was trying to figure out what to do with myself and my life, I was recommended a Medium at the College of Psychic Studies in London's South Kensington. All things esoteric and spiritual were complete foreign territory to me but I thought "at this stage...why not?!" The accuracy of the reading got me thinking and so did the words of my grandmother who came through during the sitting ("it was about time that you came to this place and started developing your incredibly strong intuition"). A few weeks later, I enrolled in a psychic development class that I took for the next two years. That reading changed my life as I opened to the realms of spirit. I reconnected with a part of myself that was completely dead.
I took a pause on my journey with spirit, while I got married and had two children. A few years later, I felt guided to read a book about shamanism and shortly after I did my first shamanic journey. As I reconnected with my shamanic roots, I found myself on a Vision Quest in the Pyrenees, followed by an ayahuasca ceremony. While the shamanic path opened up to me, my life started crumbling. I had been on anti-depressants for over two years after the birth of my second son because of Post Natal Depression (which was not only post natal, I came to realise). As I decided to come off of this medication, that had turned me into a functioning robot that was completely dead on the inside, I experienced one of the hardest times I had experienced so far. The weaning process felt like being skinned alive - the levels of anxiety were such that I needed to start looking into self-mastery or else, it would have end badly... As my path unfolded, I came to understand that the root of my depression was mainly residing in me living everybody else's life but mine. It was time for some painful changes. My 10 year marriage ended and I had to rebuild my entire life. In the meantime, I had started a diploma in Spiritual Counselling at the Holistic Healing College in London, leaving behind my advertising and marketing career. My life was being completely deconstructed. My many years of therapy and self-inquiry and development turned into my path. I strongly believe that one cannot guide others without clearing ourselves first. It is not authentic if not experienced first.
After the Vision Quest, I met a Paqo, an Incan Wisdom keeper, at the College of Psychic Studies, 11 years after I had had my first contact with spirit. This encounter led me to the Andes six months later to work with the Paqos whom I saw in a magical film called Wisdomkeepers, Paqo Andino by filmmaker and Western born Altomisayoq (celestial Paqo) Jeffrey Wium. Reconnecting with the high mountains of Peru propelled me into a fast track Awakening. It has been a very intense process since 2014, I have had to look at myself with an honesty and depth I never thought I had in me. I also came to understand my multidimensionality - my origins beyond the Earth planes. While fleeing into those realms and travelling the world, I realised that my expansion needed to be embodied and lived in the present moment, here on Earth with my boys. My work brings many aspects to the table - multidimensional realms, understanding the limitations of the mind when we need to refer to our heart for life guidance, finding translation points for higher frequency living on Earth, loving our humanness and manifesting it in daily self-love and acceptance.
I have incarnated to help people see that they are an expression of God, an expression of the Universe. Nothing less. Nothing more. Guiding them during this realisation and navigating the waters of being a limitless being. We are all here to walk each other home.